A Conflicted Contradiction

She is no longer a girl, not yet a woman.

She tries to be a jolly person but seriousness is what her personality is made of.

She wants to be fearless, but somehow the scared part always jumps out.

She can be lazy, yet pretty ambitious.

She can be cautious, still doesn’t forget to live to the fullest.

She doesn’t like herself, still she loves the qualities she possess.

She pretends like she doesn’t care, but in reality, she always does.

She desires for a chance to shine, but always pulls back the moment it happens.

She is a mess, but got a tidy nature.

She thinks she has figured out herself, still she gets surprised by the girl she has become.

She is what you call a clashed paradox, a disputed irony.

She is one conflicted contradiction.

– aak92

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Somethings are Better Left Alone…

People are getting tired of asking what’s wrong,

and

She is running out of nothings to tell.

 

In herself, she carries a fire,

A fire of words, of feelings,

of emotions, of stories.

 

Somethings, she will never be able to open up about.

Inside they burn her,

Outside they are nothing more than a wandering smoke.

 

How to fix this,

How to begin…or

Even from where…

– aak92

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Finding Peace on a Rainy Day

Closing her eyes,

She raised her head,

Into the wind,

And felt it flit across her face.

 

Reaching her soul,

It made her forget,

All the worries, that were bringing her distress.

 

A little drizzling joined the breeze,

Falling on her face, and bringing out the smile,

Enabling her to feel the peace.

 

Inside and out,

She felt it all.

Inside and out,

She felt free.

– aak92

I was trying to write something where I can show you and can make you feel about the weather and how it affected me rather than just state about it.

This is my first shot at this. Do tell me how did I do.

Are you feeling it? :/

Self Safety

People ask with their hollow words What’s wrong?

Not sincerely interested in your pain

 

All they seek are tales

Something to gossip about

 

They do not deserve to be aware of your scars

They definitely do not deserve to know your secrets

 

They are like head lice

Being with you, because it satisfies their need

 

Little by little

Draining you of your own self

 

If you want to survive and not just exist

Their is a need to wash yourself of all such impurities

 

Get rid of them

Before they drain you of ‘you’

 

Save yourself

Before there is no self left to safe

-aak92

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Temporary Wound/Permanent Scar

You might be hurt now but after sometime you will grow out of it. The wound will heal, but what you have said or done during that ‘hurting period’, is there to stay. The scars of your actions are permanent.

Do not let a temporary wound, leave a permanent scar.

– aak92

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This is the Time!

This is the story of your life

A book with you on the cover

A movie starring you

 

What will be the next scene you want to add?

 

You got the page and pen

Let’s live the life that you will write for you

 

Because

This is the time

The time to step out and shine

This is the time to jump

Not caring to fall

Because what you know

You might just fly.

 

There are billion words for wall of fear

But you should rather build a fist of courage

And break through

 

Because

This is the time

The time to step out and shine

– aak92

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Time to be Real…

I wanted to make our last days memorable,

I wanted to have the best days we ever had.

 

But it is gonna take a a lot of patience and hard work,

And I am already tired.

 

I can’t make those mine who never were,

I tried my best,

People say actions speak louder than words,

So believe I tried.

 

And I would be an idiot not to get the signal,

You can’t force anyone to care for you the same way you care for them.

 

So I guess its time to believe and let go,

By griping too tight I might lose them all together. 

 

So its time to let go and move with the flow.

 

Make memories,

But not forced.

 

Make bonds,

But not fake.

 

Its time to play real,

Its time to be real…

– aak92

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