It Has Been a While…

It has been a while, since I have written anything other than grocery lists or to do lists. Ha! Sometimes I think, it is probably because I haven’t felt anything for a while, but that can’t be true. Right? We feel something everyday but of course not everything is worth writing about.

I also have been quite busy lately, that even when I do get a strong urge to write down something worth noting down, something comes up, or I get distracted and thus the moment is gone and so are the words.

Let’s see how long that phase lasts. (Sign)

-aak92

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Words. Safe. Head

Keep it in your head, it is safer there.

The words, keep them in your head. When you are angry, frustrated, or in any sort of pain, don’t spit them out or even murmur.

Be careful, when you are around souls with beating hearts.

— aak92

Which Path to Choose…

There is one and only one creator of this world and everyone in it. He gave us life and He is only one who can take it away. He decides who gets to live ’till they are 90 and, who has to say their goodbyes even before they open their eyes to this world. 

This world that He created for us is only a place of trials and tribulations, with its ups and downs. It is just a temporary stop, we are not here to stay.

Now, it might feel like years and centuries passing by, but when your time will come, it will all be gone in a blink of an eye. 

It is all in His hands and will always be. We believe this, right? We should, because there is no reason why we shouldn’t. 

Let’s make the most of this temporary stop. You are allowed to celebrate the life that He blessed you with; don’t forget to welcome those around you, regardless of classes, color and race. And while you are at it, prepare well for your final destination, the permanent stop. He has created us and now it is up to us, to make Him proud of His creations.

He granted us with life and showed us how to differentiate right from wrong. Now He has left the decision to us; whether we want to go right or left, it is up to us; whether we want to follow the footsteps of angels or demons, it is up to us; whether we choose heaven or hell, it is up to us.

But don’t you think you are all alone in this worldDropping clues, here and there, He is always with us. He will never desert His beings, unless we decide to walk with the devil. 

We are not angels, we are allowed to make mistakes but we should correct them as soon as we can, because we never know when our time is up. And once our time has come, there will no do-over. 

None of us want to end up in hell, heaven is what we seek, what we should seek. So, let’s prepare well and show ‘Our Creator’ that we really deserve to be among His blessed souls.

— aak92

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Troubled Thoughts

Sometimes, I wish I had someone who would listen to me with patience and understand what I am going through, what I am trying to say… But when someone says that, I am listening, share, I just go numb. And sometimes people take this as my excuse to attract attention and that I have nothing to say, that I am some pathetic attention seeker…

I have heard this so many times that NOW, even I doubt myself. But I am a human too, right? So, I can’t have it together all the time. I don’t really blame others, its me who is supposed to be blamed, it is always me…I just wish that all these things that I write about, I can speak out, with actual words.

I know I have wounds and they are stinging. And I know they are not imaginary, they are there but I don’t know how to let them out.

Sometimes, I sit alone and reflect on all those nagging thoughts bringing me down. Like now. A tear or two make their way down my cheeks but I wipe them as quickly as I can before anyone sees them. It has been quite a time since I have cried my eyes out without any fear or concern to be found in that state.

I am gonna be okay, I know that too. I want to be okay, so, I try to get back to normal as soon as I can. I just sometimes wish, I had that someone who would hug me and tell me to let it all out without any fear, who would make me feel like I also matter, no matter how clumsy, naive and dumb I can be, I still matter.

I guess I have to be that someone for myself, for now. 

– aak92

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She was a Blessing He Lost!

He took her hand into his,

And put a ring on it.

Promising to walk zillion miles,

Together and forever.

 

He was her world,

Her universe,

And she was his,

Or so she thought.

 

He made promises, but all empty.

He gave her hopes, but all broken.

She saw the signs,

Still she held on to their fragile bond.

 

She gave him all,

Her heart, her love,

Her body, her soul,

Her everything.

 

She was sincerely willing to,

But he was totally blind,

Blind enough to see the blessing,

Blessing he should have been cherishing.

 

Guess, to him, she was just a toy,

Someone to play with,

Someone to satisfy his pity needs,

All this, just for a while.

 

He crushed her heart,

And scared her soul for life.

Without giving it much thought,

He left her on her parents’ doorstep.

 

Watching him go,

She held back the tears, forming up in her eyes

Holding on to the only thing he left her with

A tiny gift from heaven

 

A gift just for her,

With no part for him.

‘Cause he lost one blessing,

How can he expect to get the other…

These words tell a true story, of real people, from the beginning to the end.

What I can’t understand is, how can people destroy their own families?

Don’t make any if you are not strong enough to make it work, and if you have put a ring on it then MAKE IT WORK!!

Marriages and relationships are not some doll play. Get real!

– aak92

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Oh My! How Wrong I Have Been!

Its been a while, since I have cried my heart out,

Even thought I might never have to.

 

But oh my! How wrong I have been!

 

There you were,

Throwing your words at me.

 

There I was,

Shielding myself from you.

 

Tried my best to not let them get to me,

But the words just kept on coming.

 

Piercing through my heart,

Opening a portal for the tears to flow down my cheek.

 

Oh my! How wrong I have been!

For someone who didn’t care for the words or the person siting in front of him..

– aak92

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Get a Grip People!

I honestly don’t know what is worse:

The so-called feminists raising pointless, cheap and pathetic slogans…

OR

The disgusting sexist, racist men posting dirty, cheap and offensive stuff about women…

Get a grip people and put an end to this nonsense!

– aak92

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If Only I Had Known…

If only I had known,

It was going to be our last walk in the rain,

I would have kept you out for hours.

 

If only I had known,

It was going to be our last conversation ever,

I would have kept you up all night.

 

If only I had known,

I was going to lose you so soon,

I would have made every second count.

 

If only I had known…

– aak92

That’s just it, we never really know what is going to happen next. Life is a mystery, a surprise (which can be good or bad), that is why we should cherish every moment and make the most of what we have now.

We should try to live our lives with our loved ones, to the fullest. We should make every second count. So, when it is all over, we don’t carry any regrets in our hearts.

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