Shattered Pieces

There are days when

She herself is shattered into million pieces

But if she gets the chance to tape someone’s pieces together

She takes it

 

When they walk away, happy

A smile appears on her face

Only to be washed away by the thought

Will there be someone for her

Someone who can take time to patch her up

 

Looking at her shattered pieces

And the high walls, she screens herself with

She laughs a little

Her door opens to all

But she ain’t gonna step in just about any body’s house

 

Afraid to put herself out in the world

She keeps her shattered pieces to herself

You can tell, she ain’t feeling ‘on the top of the world’

But her lips her sealed…

ere

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Just A Dream

You were standing there, right in front of me

Smiling that sweet smile of yours

 

My mind said,”Not possible”.

My heart screamed, “Embrace it.”

 

I ran and hugged you tight

It felt so real, so comfy

 

Thought I will never let go

But then my eyes opened

 

I sat up

Ran my eyes around the room

Searching for you

 

How can it be?

Same room, same me

But no you

 

The reality hit me…hard

A tear rolled down

 

It was only just a dream……

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Reality hurts…

The Darker Side

Memories play in her mind

Some lost to unconsciousness

Some forgotten over time

 

How much time has passed

One look at now

One look at then

Seems to say: Quiet a lot

 

Back then, things seemed pretty easy

With her family by her side

She had nothing to fear

With her friends there for her

She couldn’t have been more blessed

 

Then she met

The darker side of life

She came to know about losing someone dear

She learned to live without someone, she couldn’t have imagined to

 

She came across

The darker side of people

She learned how betrayal feels

She learned the things, she wished, she wouldn’t have

 

And it changed her

For good or

For bad

She couldn’t decide just yet…

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Unrealistic Desire

Looking back where he is everywhere

And looking forward where he will never be

She cries

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Remembering the memories of him

And thinking about the memories where he will never be

She cries

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Recalling the moment he was there

Remembering the next he was gone

She cries

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Cries because she still looks for him

In the mist of her loss

Knows that he ain’t coming back

But still she carries this unrealistic desire

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Looking for him in crowds

Finding him and losing him

Over and over again

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Still she carries this unrealistic desire

Close to her heart

Unrealistic desire of a daughter for her deceased father.

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No One’s a Loser

Born in a semi-arid city

January 9th

She made it into this world

 

She has been a trouble since the day she got here

And she will be one ’till the day she disappear

 

At home, she was the girl who never did anything right

Always a disappointment, a permanent headache

 

In school, she existed as if she did not existed at all

The only thing she was popular for was for being a no one

 

Will she ever make a name

Name of her own

Name she will be proud to hold on

 

Her family gave up on her

Her teachers never knew her

Her friends forgot her

 

Let’s keep the fingers crossed

She might make it to the top

While the people are still considering her miles back

 

‘Cause

No one’s a loser

She might not be the best

But that does not necessarily means that she is the least

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The Little Girl and Her Father…

Holding her father’s hand

Crossing to a land

That lay ahead

 

She loosened her grip on her father’s hand

From time to time

‘Cause she wanted see the world

She wanted to soar

 

But whenever darkness prevailed

Or a monster jumped at her in broad daylight

She shrank back, tightened her grip

 

And he screened her

Standing in the way of everything and anything

Advancing to hurt his little girl

 

But then came the darkest coldest scariest storm

It turned everything upside down

 

She looked beside her

He was gone

Her father was gone

 

She searched and searched

But in vain

 

She looked ahead

And she knew she was left alone

She knew she will have to

Cross all the hurdles

Face all the monsters on her own

 

No going back

Only moving forward

With a heartache

And flashbacks that will always haunt her

 

Every time she will over come a hurdle

She will look back

And smile a little smile

A sad happy smile

 

And will say:

Daddy I wish you were here

To see your little girl growing up

But I know you are in better place

And if God wished we will meet again….soon

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