A Conflicted Contradiction

She is no longer a girl, not yet a woman.

She tries to be a jolly person but seriousness is what her personality is made of.

She wants to be fearless, but somehow the scared part always jumps out.

She can be lazy, yet pretty ambitious.

She can be cautious, still doesn’t forget to live to the fullest.

She doesn’t like herself, still she loves the qualities she possess.

She pretends like she doesn’t care, but in reality, she always does.

She desires for a chance to shine, but always pulls back the moment it happens.

She is a mess, but got a tidy nature.

She thinks she has figured out herself, still she gets surprised by the girl she has become.

She is what you call a clashed paradox, a disputed irony.

She is one conflicted contradiction.

– aak92

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Just A Dream

You were standing there, right in front of me

Smiling that sweet smile of yours

 

My mind said,”Not possible”.

My heart screamed, “Embrace it.”

 

I ran and hugged you tight

It felt so real, so comfy

 

Thought I will never let go

But then my eyes opened

 

I sat up

Ran my eyes around the room

Searching for you

 

How can it be?

Same room, same me

But no you

 

The reality hit me…hard

A tear rolled down

 

It was only just a dream……

– aak92

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Reality hurts…

The Dark Side

Memories play in her mind

Some lost to unconsciousness

Some forgotten over time

 

How much time has passed

One look at now

One look at then

Seems to say: Quiet a lot

 

Back then, things seemed pretty easy

With her family by her side

She had nothing to fear

With her friends there for her

She couldn’t have been more blessed

 

Then she met

The dark side of life

She came to know about losing someone dear

She learned to live without someone, she couldn’t have imagined to

 

She came across

The dark side of people

She learned how betrayal feels

She learned the things, she wished, she wouldn’t have

 

And it changed her

For good or for bad

She couldn’t decide

Not just yet…

– aak92

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Temporary Stop

Here, people come and go

 Its not for a permanent stay

You will not be here for long

Its just a temporary delay

 

Here, don’t get too comfortable

It is not going to last

Before you will know it

It will be over with a blast.

 

All that you love,

All that you collect,

Will be washed away.

 

There will be nothing left

Except what you take forward

 

So, as long as you stay

Do something permanent,

That stays even after you are gone

Gone forever…

– aak92

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This life is a temporary stop. All that is today, might not be tomorrow. So, make the most of it and collect the good things, to take forward.

I Did Not Realize

Every time my dreams shatter

I tell myself it doesn’t matter

Because you are my dream maker

As long as you are here it doesn’t matter

 

But what I did not realize that

Soon you will be gone

And I will be alone

With my shattered dreams

 

Every time I was down

You used to come around

And get my feet back on the ground

And prepare me for the next fall down

 

But what I did not realize that

Soon you will be gone

And I will be alone

Lying on the ground

 

Every time I want to go for a ride

You used to take me some place nice

We used to eat, we used to play

I used to feel so secure just having you nearby

 

But what I did not realize that

Soon you will be gone

And I will be alone

Looking for a place to hide

 

What I did not realize

Was that I will lose you

So soon…

– aak92

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Wrote it for my father….

Reality of Human Beings

When a baby comes into this world

He seems to be happy

He tries to learn things

He seeks answers

He wants to see more

He wants to soar

 

But what can a baby do

When he is called back

Back to his creator

Nothing, nothing at all

Because that’s the reality of Human Beings

 

When a child grows up to be in his teens

He starts to see things from a different angle

It is a whole new world for him

And he wants to live it to the fullest

 

But what can a teen do

When he is called back

Back to his creator

Nothing, nothing at all

Because that’s the reality of Human Beings

 

When the boy turns into a man 

Though he had seen a lot

Yet he doesn’t want it to be over

He wants to be there for his family

He wants to see his children soar

 

But what can a man do 

When he is called back 

Back to his creator

Nothing, nothing at all

Because that’s the reality of Human Beings…

– aak92

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