It Happens Every Time…

Once you have experienced the death of someone close and dear to you, no matter how long ago it has been, it never really goes away. You get vivid flashbacks, loud and clear, every time you see the same thing happen to others.

Every time.

– aak92

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Just for the Thrills of it

Doing something just for the thrills of it, can be fun. Right?

But,

If you think, it makes the wrong, right, then you need to rethink what you are doing.

Take this incident for an example: A bunch of goofballs had a dare to act upon. They were to play the role of robbers. They made it in to a house, cornered the family and asked them to put all their valuables out front. It was all just for the show, but only the goofballs knew. Everything was going smooth…or so it seemed. 

Long story short, somebody called the police, things got out of hand, two people got shot.

Fun? I think not! 

I am in favor of enjoying life, trying new things to feel alive but hurting others on the way doesn’t make any of it worthwhile. 

Give it a thought.

-aak92

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We Are Only Human

When you put someone through, way more than they can take, they are tend to show you some sort of reaction. And then, you don’t get to play the victim

We can only take as much as we can. After all, we are only human.

– aak92

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Words. Safe. Head

Keep it in your head, it is safer there.

The words, keep them in your head. When you are angry, frustrated, or in any sort of pain, don’t spit them out or even murmur.

Be careful, when you are around souls with beating hearts.

— aak92

R.E.S.P.E.C.T

Respect people, no matter if you know them or not, respect them anyway.  It might not matter to you much but it could mean everything to them. 

Be sensitive about others’ feelings and emotions. 

– aak92

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Which Path to Choose…

There is one and only one creator of this world and everyone in it. He gave us life and He is only one who can take it away. He decides who gets to live ’till they are 90 and, who has to say their goodbyes even before they open their eyes to this world. 

This world that He created for us is only a place of trials and tribulations, with its ups and downs. It is just a temporary stop, we are not here to stay.

Now, it might feel like years and centuries passing by, but when your time will come, it will all be gone in a blink of an eye. 

It is all in His hands and will always be. We believe this, right? We should, because there is no reason why we shouldn’t. 

Let’s make the most of this temporary stop. You are allowed to celebrate the life that He blessed you with; don’t forget to welcome those around you, regardless of classes, color and race. And while you are at it, prepare well for your final destination, the permanent stop. He has created us and now it is up to us, to make Him proud of His creations.

He granted us with life and showed us how to differentiate right from wrong. Now He has left the decision to us; whether we want to go right or left, it is up to us; whether we want to follow the footsteps of angels or demons, it is up to us; whether we choose heaven or hell, it is up to us.

But don’t you think you are all alone in this worldDropping clues, here and there, He is always with us. He will never desert His beings, unless we decide to walk with the devil. 

We are not angels, we are allowed to make mistakes but we should correct them as soon as we can, because we never know when our time is up. And once our time has come, there will no do-over. 

None of us want to end up in hell, heaven is what we seek, what we should seek. So, let’s prepare well and show ‘Our Creator’ that we really deserve to be among His blessed souls.

— aak92

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Troubled Thoughts

Sometimes, I wish I had someone who would listen to me with patience and understand what I am going through, what I am trying to say… But when someone says that, I am listening, share, I just go numb. And sometimes people take this as my excuse to attract attention and that I have nothing to say, that I am some pathetic attention seeker…

I have heard this so many times that NOW, even I doubt myself. But I am a human too, right? So, I can’t have it together all the time. I don’t really blame others, its me who is supposed to be blamed, it is always me…I just wish that all these things that I write about, I can speak out, with actual words.

I know I have wounds and they are stinging. And I know they are not imaginary, they are there but I don’t know how to let them out.

Sometimes, I sit alone and reflect on all those nagging thoughts bringing me down. Like now. A tear or two make their way down my cheeks but I wipe them as quickly as I can before anyone sees them. It has been quite a time since I have cried my eyes out without any fear or concern to be found in that state.

I am gonna be okay, I know that too. I want to be okay, so, I try to get back to normal as soon as I can. I just sometimes wish, I had that someone who would hug me and tell me to let it all out without any fear, who would make me feel like I also matter, no matter how clumsy, naive and dumb I can be, I still matter.

I guess I have to be that someone for myself, for now. 

– aak92

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Do You Miss Yourself?

Do you miss yourself?

The person you were before your first loss, before you had your first heartbreak, before you came face to face with the harsh side of this world, and all those double faced people?

Do you miss that version of yourself before all of this?

I know I don’t. I just miss the good old times I had, when I was naive.

– aak92

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Why it Happens?

When we were kids, we used to fight over our parents: Mama, baba are mine!! They are my parents!!

When we grow older, we still fight about them but not for them. We fight to get rid of them: They are your parents!! They are your parents!!

Why it happens???

– aak92

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