If Only I Had Known…

If only I had known,

It was going to be our last walk in the rain,

I would have kept you out for hours.

 

If only I had known,

It was going to be our last conversation ever,

I would have kept you up all night.

 

If only I had known,

I was going to lose you so soon,

I would have made every second count.

 

If only I had known…

– aak92

That’s just it, we never really know what is going to happen next. Life is a mystery, a surprise (which can be good or bad), that is why we should cherish every moment and make the most of what we have now.

We should try to live our lives with our loved ones, to the fullest. We should make every second count. So, when it is all over, we don’t carry any regrets in our hearts.

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The World of Numbness

Sometimes you feel a little down, not your usual self. Like the gloominess has engulfed you and drained you out of all the energy. Sometimes you feel…nothing. Sometimes you just shut down. That’s when you actually wake up!

When this feeling of numbness comes over you, you drop the acting, you allow your deep and sometimes dark feelings to overwhelm you. Even though you still keep your walls way up high, and your lips sealed, still you allow your mind to wander to places you haven’t visited in a while.

At that time, you enter your ‘self’, the one that you keep hidden or show only to few. All that is also a part of you, all that is also ‘you’.

You can’t just bag a part of you and lock it up forever, it tends to come to the surface from time to time. Don’t try to fight it, I know I have tried, it only depresses you more. Take a break, take a time alone or with your loved ones, however you feel at ease. Or like me, spend some time with a pen and a page. Let it out. Ease yourself. Try to connect with your ‘deep self’, so you can go back to your ‘normal self’ with a peace of mind.

– aak92

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