Who Would Have Guessed?

You had her figured out?

On what basis?

 

You mostly see her with her head in the book,

And when not,

Her eyes are always studying the ground.

 

How can you know where she hides,

When you have never looked inside those eyes?

 

You treat her like everybody else does,

A bookworm, a nerd, a little nobody.

 

You hide it from the world,

But in that heart of yours, 

You carry a soft spot for her.

 

You haven’t figured it out why

Maybe it’s because she is not the only one in hiding

 

In your effort to be a part of this world,

You are ignoring the most significant piece of your life.

 

Who said you can’t be together, just because you aren’t alike.

Who said a guy like you and a girl like her can’t be together.

 

The world is gonna say things,

People are gonna disapprove,

But that’s what they do.

 

Your heart is telling you to take a chance.

But you are in doubt,

What if it is not a two way thing?

 

You get your answer fast,

When she raises her head

And your eyes meet hers

 

Holding each other gaze,

You enter each other’s worlds,

 

She is a not all that you thought she was,

And you are not all that you pretend to be.

 

Who would have guessed,

You will find your safe place in her.

Who would have guessed,

She will find her savior in you.

 

Who would have guessed,

You two are the missing pieces of the same picture.

 

Who would have guessed???

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This is totally fictional. 😉

 I don’t know where it came from, maybe a side-affect of the book I have been reading. 😛

But it makes a good story. Don’t you think?

– aak92

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Troubled Thoughts

Sometimes, I wish I had someone who would listen to me with patience and understand what I am going through, what I am trying to say… But when someone says that, I am listening, share, I just go numb. And sometimes people take this as my excuse to attract attention and that I have nothing to say, that I am some pathetic attention seeker…

I have heard this so many times that NOW, even I doubt myself. But I am a human too, right? So, I can’t have it together all the time. I don’t really blame others, its me who is supposed to be blamed, it is always me…I just wish that all these things that I write about, I can speak out, with actual words.

I know I have wounds and they are stinging. And I know they are not imaginary, they are there but I don’t know how to let them out.

Sometimes, I sit alone and reflect on all those nagging thoughts bringing me down. Like now. A tear or two make their way down my cheeks but I wipe them as quickly as I can before anyone sees them. It has been quite a time since I have cried my eyes out without any fear or concern to be found in that state.

I am gonna be okay, I know that too. I want to be okay, so, I try to get back to normal as soon as I can. I just sometimes wish, I had that someone who would hug me and tell me to let it all out without any fear, who would make me feel like I also matter, no matter how clumsy, naive and dumb I can be, I still matter.

I guess I have to be that someone for myself, for now. 

– aak92

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A Message for You

Dear everyone,

I want just 5 minutes of your life. Ready? Let’s start.

Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and let your body drop into the relaxing mode. Now call to your stronger self. Its there, right inside you. We all have one. But sometimes, we let our fear stand taller than our strength.

Life is like a journey, with a variety of hurdles and mishaps, with unexpected turns and twists. No one had it easy. You might think so, but, you cannot tell the whole story by just seeing the outer picture. You know: people are more what they hide and less what they show.

So, close your eyes and look inside your heart. You will figure out the answers, once you find yourself.

Life is not easy, but you are not weak either. You can get through this. Just believe in yourself and put your best efforts into work. You will get there.

Stay safe and good luck!

-aak92

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Finding Peace on a Rainy Day

Closing her eyes,

She raised her head,

Into the wind,

And felt it flit across her face.

 

Reaching her soul,

It made her forget,

All the worries, that were bringing her distress.

 

A little drizzling joined the breeze,

Falling on her face, and bringing out the smile,

Enabling her to feel the peace.

 

Inside and out,

She felt it all.

Inside and out,

She felt free.

– aak92

I was trying to write something where I can show you and can make you feel about the weather and how it affected me rather than just state about it.

This is my first shot at this. Do tell me how did I do.

Are you feeling it? :/

A Present or A Penalty

“…..today is a gift. That is why, it is called the present.”

You probably have heard or read this quote, a million times. But it only speaks to you, when you are on cloud 9. It might even work, if you are somewhere around it. But what to go with, when you feel like you have nothing to go with.

From my understanding, I think our moods or situations cannot stop today from being a gift. It might not be the gift, one is hoping for, or wants at that time, but you will come around to it.

When you get a gift, you don’t throw it at the giver’s face just because you don’t like it. Instead you smile and say thank you. You put aside that gift for later use. That’s what you do. You do not lash out,  just because someone didn’t get you what you wanted. That’s how it is with today and life.

In life, we have to face some things, go through experiences, that we wish, we never had to. We question them, even lash out at our creator, for putting us through all that. But do you know, He also gets us out of it. All we have to do is never give up.

We can take a break, cry our eyes out, but we should never quit. The direction might not be what we have planned. But then again, can we ever be sure, that where we are heading, is where we want to be.

Think about it.

– aak92

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