Troubled Thoughts

Sometimes, I wish I had someone who would listen to me with patience and understand what I am going through, what I am trying to say… But when someone says that, I am listening, share, I just go numb. And sometimes people take this as my excuse to attract attention and that I have nothing to say, that I am some pathetic attention seeker…

I have heard this so many times that NOW, even I doubt myself. But I am a human too, right? So, I can’t have it together all the time. I don’t really blame others, its me who is supposed to be blamed, it is always me…I just wish that all these things that I write about, I can speak out, with actual words.

I know I have wounds and they are stinging. And I know they are not imaginary, they are there but I don’t know how to let them out.

Sometimes, I sit alone and reflect on all those nagging thoughts bringing me down. Like now. A tear or two make their way down my cheeks but I wipe them as quickly as I can before anyone sees them. It has been quite a time since I have cried my eyes out without any fear or concern to be found in that state.

I am gonna be okay, I know that too. I want to be okay, so, I try to get back to normal as soon as I can. I just sometimes wish, I had that someone who would hug me and tell me to let it all out without any fear, who would make me feel like I also matter, no matter how clumsy, naive and dumb I can be, I still matter.

I guess I have to be that someone for myself, for now. 

– aak92

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Create Your Own Fairy-tale

They say the world is a place without magic,

What if they are wrong?

They say there are no happy endings,

What if they are mistaken?

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You!

Yes you.

You hold the key to your very own fairy tale.

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Be kind and gentle like Snow White.

Be free-spirited and tough like Merida.

Be optimistic and graceful like Cinderella.

Be noble and strong like Mulan.

Be lovely and selfless like Belle.

Be faithful and adventurous like Pocahontas.

Be lively and clumsy like Anna.

Be elegant and brave like Elsa.

Be cute and rebellious like Ariel.

Be determined and unique like Tiana.

Be charismatic and innocent like Rapunzel.

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Be your own fairy godmother,

Be your own prince charming,

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Don’t be afraid to fall,

Just stand up and smile.

Because you hold the magic,

You hold the key to your happy ending.

I think this is the best poem I am written in a while.

It conveys a good message.

What you think?

Do comment, if you think it’s worth it and if it is not, do leave your suggestions. I will appreciate them.

Thank You.

– aak92

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